wow
you know..
im just this biggiest liar in the whole wide world.
dunnoe what's her problem really..
she's worried about my safety?
more like she's thinking about her money..
everything it's money..
WOW
lend people card..
all she thinks is about her money..
you want your money?
i will just get a job and return you lar
and i dun understand how you can accuse of something for lying..
without a single proof
at all
AT ALL
really you know..
sometimes i think im better off dead.
just jump off the building
or just slit my throat
get over and done with
woah
accuse people of lying..
when you go back on your word in the first place
talk about setting a good example
maybe i should just run away..
and disown myself
then nobody would give a damn of what i do
WHATEVER

wah..
if you dont feel like talking then dont.
you're making me feel worse
than ever.
just go and die okay?
SHEESH
whatever
it's surprising how someone can be so loving and then this total switch to this..
this insensitive person..
well..
im talking about both.
both of them.
i dont give a damn if im obvious anot
if you get the message then good..
if you dont..then..not my fault
and im not in a good mood in case you didnt realise..
although i think i made it pretty clear to you
i think you're a total failure man
total failure
WHATEVER
this little war going on about whether i should kill myself or disown myself
if i disown myself
then i'll have this chance that..she might come after me again
if i kill myself..
then..i'll be..
dead..
yea..
WHATEVER
i'll just go along..
and see whichever comes first..
go and DIE
wanna know the truth?
my left arm hurts..
i hope you know what it means..
again if you dont..i cant help you

sorrry...
couldnt really control myself..
know it's not your fault
cos i did whatever i did on my own accord
yea
but then..
i just cant..
cant take it when..
yah..
when people act like that.
my head is throbbing badly
i think my brain is lacking water
and salt
haha.
i feel like proving you wrong
but it cant
i just cant
i didnt lie
that's what i know
but that's what you dont
there's nothing i can do now..
just to sit and wait
for evidence
and btw
what is there to lie about anyway
i dont see what good i get from lying
about that
could you just think
just use your brain and think
you accuse of that person of lying
what if the person really isnt?
dont you have any shame at all?
i'll bet you dont
not at all
not a single bit
i just didnt see how you could just accuse someone for doing something that he or she didnt do
but now i see how
it's because you just dont have shame AT ALL
dont give a damn
just say what you feel like saying
and stick to what you're saying
even though it's wrong
woa
what good reasoning you have huh?
it'll be fun to find out how your brain works man
should be interesting you know..

whatever

my arm hurts..but my heart hurts even more..